Anywaaay... I keep getting given these messages but nowhere to deliver them. Talk about frustrating. I leaked dribs & drabs out here ~ & the Lord must so have been rolling His eyes but if He will be vague it's hardly surprising if I am obtuse. This is the long way round but I am getting there.
I know nothing about how anyone else deals with stuff like this but I start getting really agitated, especially when I start getting a sense of urgency from the Lord ~ or maybe it's just frustration that I'm so, "Like, which planet am I on, Lord?" And Dearest hates it. I can so work myself up into a tizz. Worse, trying to hold so much of the Holy Spirit who is bursting with something to say is like being a walking minefield. I'm telling you, not fun at all. So we have been having these sessions, the Lord & I, then Dearest & I, what Quakers might call, "Meetings for Clearness" trying to discern clearly just what the Lord expects me to do, how & where & we think we have an answer. Maybe. Perhaps. Sort of...?
So for those of you who visit Out of the Silence, I am moving everything on that site & shutting that blog down because originally it was the simplest way of sharing with my friend, MamaO, who wanted to know my thoughts & stayed up because I'm lazy & disorganized & never got around to shutting it down. I have been putting together a new blog specifically for all this ~ one I hope to be posting a relevant message on once a month but there will be no links to it from this blog. I have a different user name [complicated but one the Lord impressed upon me with interesting symbolism] & I didn't want anyone visiting here to feel obligated in any way. Besides, I need some time to get my act together over there! lol Anyone who really wants a link, e~mail me & I will provide it but it really needs to stand or fall on its own merits, hey what.
So there you have it. That's what I've been doing this week. Maybe I'm delusional. Could explain a lot...